Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
i know it is a bit messy haha. I really enjoy going to this trip, lots of friends.
This is the first time i go abroad and felt no homesick, i guess army have train me in this kind of way, i felt dead. Haha. We went to Kuala lumpur too, we went casino, i lost 40RM, bought lots of clothes, local snacks, went abit of its theme park, sleep little, eat a lot, i fell sick and now recover. At the end, after coming back, the sudden lost of friends have made me feel lonely again, here i am blogging alone.
One more trip to go, TAIWAN. Then i'll have to fully concentrate on my job scouting and portfolio building.
Got to do a lot of painting and drawing. And perhaps my animation project..currently still pondering, to do put my focus on the animation project? or just fully concentrate on concept art portfolio...if i work on animation, if i fail in getting a job in concept art, at least i can immediately send my portfolio and reel for animator post, but that will have to waste a lot of time, if i work on concept art fully, then that is more relevant, and that will be faster. .. hmm..got to really think about it. NEXT POST will be ART RELATED, i PROMISE. hehe.
Monday, August 6, 2007
Ord le. Posting questions for all readers...if there are any...
Do you feel happy/sad for friends, family, lovers or people that you know?
Do you still share feelings with them? Or maybe only towards a really few people?
If something happy ever occur to your friends, do you truly congratulate them?
Or the word "CONGRATS" is just some words use to pacify them?
"Congrats!" and carry on doing your own thing and think about how bad you are and think that it is really bad that you have not achieve things that they have achieve?
Imagine this...After Working hard for Five Years,
you have achieve your First Dream Car of your Life,
you inform your friends enthusiastically about it.
You are absolutely happy about it and ask them out for a ride.
They reply: " Please stop bragging about your success! I have felt bad enough now that i am struggling with my work, can you stop bothering me? I am tired, and i will be working late. Maybe another time. By the way, congrats.."
And the rest of the day you spend your time driving the car around alone.
How Pathetic can a human be? No friends or family to really share his feelings with..
Another Story, there was this boy, he was always struggling with his math subject in his school, almost all the result that he got from his exams were FAIL or BARELY PASS. After Months of Hard Work and advice he got from his tutor, he finally got and 75/100, that may not be a fantastic result, but that was nonetheless a Good result.
He went back home happily, looking for his mum, the moment his mum saw him and knew that the boy got his result that day, she said: " You must have failed again". The boy determined to prove his mum about her mistake, was expecting a apologize from her and a hug from her to encourage him. He took out his result slip to show his mum, but her mum said: "OK, Not BAD", and continued watching the t.v programme.
Sometimes, Life is SAD. Sad in a funny way, because you know that although you are surrounded with friend and family, but they do not really look into you, they will not get truly sad when you get sad, or they do not really get happy when you get happy.
Are they your friends/family? I am SURE they are.
But they may be really just too tired to put too much attention into you, or they are too engage into other people/activities/work/game/themselves.
So what do human do when there are no where to voice happiness or sadness to another human?
They think and think and there it is...BLoGGing...sometimes people even blog so much that they missed people that are willing to listen to them, they chose to blog instead and only come to realise and regret it at a later age.
When you grow up you learn to move on...no matter what...ORD lo...so i move on...
i plan to really kick start my life and inject my life with some healthy and normal activities each day.
6.30 am Wake Up
6.45 am 100 Push Up and light running/simple exercise
7.15 am Stop exercise and rest
7.30 am Bath and Prepare for Start of the Day
8.00 am Start the day.
and sleep by...10.00pm/11.00pm.
I Must succeed in order to achieve SUCCESS.
Facing another New Challenge soon. Huuray!(myself)
Friday, August 3, 2007
Did nothing much...but still...i have...
- Went for the powerboat course.
- Took the test..26/30 is the criteria to pass. I got 25/30. Pek Chek.
- Meet up with some insurance agent...and friends.
- Did most of the clearance for ORD.
- Brought some stuff for the TAIWAN Trip.
hmmm..YEap Im planning to go Taiwan for 16 DAys!!!
Backpacking with Edwin and Chris...Really Looking forward to it~
Hopefully i can meet up with ChiaZhen on Tainan, but i think should be able to,
she Said MUST meet up...So if any Friends who happen to read this section, and got anything you want to pass to her and the item is not too big a barang barang..i can HElp!
But before that ..ill also go to Genting+ KL trip, with...a lot of people.
Finally we got to go on a trip...its been some years back since we speak about it..Happy to be able to go too!
Wooo..! Hell Lots of Trip, Maybe thats the last few for some time to go...
Before that i have a portfolio to complete, which i am looking forward to get back to Work again~
Can't Stand staying at home doing nothing, although some times i need this kind of rest...Cos that makes me feel useless and shitty...Not progressing and moving forward....living dead...
Im young! i Need To Work Work Work.
No girl Friend? WORK!
No MOney? WORK!
Feeling Useless? WORK!
In Debt? WORK!
WAnting to go on HOLIDAE? WORK!
Nothing MEANINGFUL in LIFE and Your life SUCKS, Going home and your house is MEssed UP, Full of Mosquito Everywhere in your bedroom and you have to sleep on the sofa?
WORK and Maybe when you pay your debt...You got to have better life after some years, but first......WORK WORK WORK!!!!
Hope to update more of my work here soon.
Im interested in the competition STRANGE BEHAVIOUR, from http://www.cgsociety.org/,
i might Join..
Yup, above this is the new polo-tee design for my unit...hmm...if eventually it got to be printed out...ill take a photo and post it here.
Blog Next time...Thanks for reading my rubbish!